Honestly, I think I am approaching my threshold..
Let me take stock of what is going on at this very moment..
- Hubby is in college
- Child B is in school every other day
- Child E is in school every day
- I am chair of the school council
- I am working PT @ a super awesome kid’s store
- I am working FT @ my own biz (That’s another complete list unto itself :S)
- I know there is a whole slew of things I am forgetting.. but that leads me to this..
Because of this chaos that is my life, I am experiencing a plethora of weird phenomenon
- My house is officially a “sty” (belonging to what animal I am still not sure)
- My brain goes through periods of functionality and numbness
- My calendar looks like it was murdered by red pen
- My kids are using my room as a change room
- Simple tasks take multiple days to complete
I know there are “aids” out there that will help me gain control again but I’m wondering if there is a solution that will make meals, clean house, speak for me, think for me and write for me.. Does that exist?
Last summer, I sent my entire family away for the whole weekend, turned off the phone, computer and tv and refreshed my house and soul. I cleaned like a mad woman and I slept well and I even went out to dinner with myself (at a nice restaurant!) I read a magazine and I had a bath in silence. I think it is time to do that again!!
Wish me luck.. and in the meantime, if you have any ideas on how to defrizz my brain.. please let me know - At this point, I need all the help I can get!
SPECIAL NOTE: I started this post on November 11 @ 8am and as I write, it is now November 12 @ 2:00pm
Tags: Life
